Beggining and Ending

[queelez]

Hello all. I figure that today, I'll talk about something slightly more serious than my usual floofy ranting. Alright, much more serious.

So School started today. Yeah, It's late. I know. Frankly, I'm a little mad it's late too. But just a little.

You see, I'm not exactly the most liked person at school. If you were to put me in one of those dammable cliques, I suppose it would be 'GEEK!' But I'm not really that. I dunno really what I am. I'm me, yeah, but it always helps to have some kind of classification...

I'm kinda depressed, I'll admit it. It's not that I don't like school, I do. I just... Don't get along with people very well. I have the worst fear of all time: The fear of failure. We all have a bit, but I have it majorly. It keeps me from trying anything, from talking to people I haven't before, because I think they'll just ignore me, like people almost always do...

...I'm scared.

Comments

[nazlord.livejournal.com]

Dude, I think I know how you feel. I used to be the same way. No real friends at school, not the most respected person I could say, and afraid to fail.

But if you hold on to that fear you will never grow. I mean, I can't suddenly change how you feel on this thing seeing as how it took me a while to understand it, but all I can say is that you just gotta go for it.

You will fail sometimes. You just have to accept that. And usually failure isn't as bad as you'd like to think it is. Failure can be good. Because even if you didn't completely suceed as you had hoped you have at least made progress.